I feel outside I feel like an outsider trying hard to look in; you say I’m IN but I feel so lost, by what is happening too you, because you hide from me.
I feel sad that you feel the need to hide from me, if you love me why then do you run from me, tell me what i need to do so i can get and be IN all the way.
I don’t want to stay outside in the rain it’s cold and dark and i need to be warm; warmed by you smile your trust, your arms for support your heart so loving, so kind, Let me IN all the way because i don’t want to be an outsider, I want to be IN all the way.
How can i help when I don’t even know what I’m supposed to do or which way to go in order to help you through this and other moments that aren’t easy to endure, how can i ease your mind when i don’t know that demons name that haunts you when you cannot see me for its overpowering hold on you, help me get IN all the way so i can be all of what you need to make it through this day and other days to come.
So I need you too hear me in a real way, it hurts when you leave me in the dark, allow me to LOVE ALL OF YOU, and not just what you pick and choose for ME.